Redeemed.

Just finished work. On my way home.

Wanna share with You, a Something.

I have a difficult time to warm up emotionally to most. Takes me a while sometimes, because of some decades-long rewiring and programming.

But when the time shall come for Us Together to manifest, I'll place my full Trust in You to handle me with care, and share your deep Empathy with me.

I will resist your Advances in the flesh, subtly yet noticeably so. Because I still work on breaking down my old Programming. But Persist Maria, Persist. Make your close Advances upon me, and engage me generously with your Gentle Lady Touch. And thus will I become Disarmed. Your presence will very much bring out my soft and gentle side, the part that feels emotions deeply, but that is repressed by The Non-Civilian Me.

For You to engage me so gently and intimately on your own accord, will be for me to relive much of the film The Green Mile. I relate to the dark-skinned main character prisoner, yes, yes I do, very deeply so.

Gentle Touch. It is something truly Remarkable.

Love You So Much.