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Uhz. Uhz. Uhz. Uhz.

I look forward to the day when I'll be there with You, and You'll be able to have all of my Body as Your Own, welcome to run your Lady Fingers and place your Lady Palms all over me, wherever and whenever You shall please. And You'll be able to ask me any Question on a very real Face To Face basis; for Nothing and No Place will be Off Limits, not for You My Dearest Sol. Eat Me, Drink Me, Touch Me, Partake Of Me, Fully, Openly, Deeply, Such Unparalleled Delight In My Everywhere, My Everything.

It is a feeling that is difficult to describe, but it is the feeling that makes me say to myself, "I want to share the rest of my life with You Sol, as My Best Friend and My Forever Partner." I get this Feeling, and it never makes me feel bad. Only positive Growth do I experience when I focus on, Us. No reason or incentive for me to discard our Super Closeness between us for someone else, because, well, You are such an amazing person to have in my life, Sol. Why Desire for whatever grass may be "greener" on the other side, when I already have something very truly Uh May Zing cultivated with You? I Love You, Sol. Really, Truly.

When I think of You Maria, I think,...Delicious. Multi-Sensory Paradise, mellow, quiet, and vivid in your presence, and in many ways an Outlier, very much a Good Different, a scent, a presence, and a texture, a rare valuable fabric that I simply can not put down. Feels so good on the inside, to Hold You Closely. And it will be The Greatest Thing Ever, to Hold You Closely during my Holiday next year.

Theh Maria, Touch, Dittie Bhip, Patter Pitter Patter, Diis Lickey Lick Lick. Lyke Theh Finger Tips Uh Deh Fluffy Cat Mhee Upon Hurr Suprasternal Notch, Padded Squishy Paws Ahn Long Prominent Whiskers Lyke Hurr Quiet Sunrise Gaze Dat Lingers, Sparkle, Reflection, Ihn Hurr Eyes. Lipstick Renewal Ahn Delish, Sguish, Deh Fluffy Cat Paws Uhn Hurr Filipino Cheeks, Gracile Uhn Hurr Lips, Soh Soft Lyke Finest Ouv Silk. Ken Nott Resist Thuh Taste Ouv Hurr Skin, Supple Uh Deh Flesh Within, Padded Yellow Collar Orange, Leash, Frumm Which Little Bell H a n g s, Ling Uh Ding, Ding Uh Ling Ling. Fluffy Cat Mellow Purr, Elegant Ihn Hurr Step, Soh Quietly Where She Sits, Taste Ouv Hurr, Skin, Fluffy Cat Mhee, Partakes. Oh Yes. Oh Yes. Oh Yes. Oh Yes. Theh Maria, Yes Please.

This Could Be Us, Love.

Yes, I will very much enjoy our shared film appreciation time when Together next year. One of many things to which I look for that Holiday to come. For me it will be a profoundly special experience to sit there with You and share the space in the ways that we shall. Can't wait to gaze deeply into your own Gaze, more times than I'll be able to count. Fleeting, inquisitve, seductive glances. And deeply mellow eye contact, too. So soothing, your quiet presence will I welcome fully. I look forward to sitting down with You uhn, Deh LSD Couch; I want to nudge in closely, and Hold Your Lady Hands in mine. The warmth of your delicate fingers and soft palms will I savour, yes, and so too will your taste, linger. Your softness and suppleness of form and your Energy radiant yes, I will savour it all and let your presence seep deeply within me. That your Touch and Warmth Of Energy shall infiltrate my deepest thoughts and Emotions, and bring out all of these deep Feelings that I hold...

You are my shooting star.

I derive so much enjoyment whenever I receive a warm candid message of any sort from You. Especially when I wake up to them in the morning my time. After decades of Social, Emotional Isolation, it is something that I cherish beyond words, to be able to wake up in the morning to a loving candid message from someone who has chosen to become Close and ever Closer with me. It is a very rare experience, as most have long ago Ditched me. But when it does indeed happen, I feel right then and there like I'm The Luckiest Person In The Entire World, It is these many little simple gestures of Affection that mean the most to me, of all that I know to be Good. Sounds Trivial I know, yes, but for those who've Lived Without for a lifetime, those simple gestures from without are something of very profound Value. Uplifts me more than I'll ever be able to say in words. I want to continue to share with You an abundance of my own Affection, because I wish for You to feel as Loved as I do...

Oh, how I wish to find You sitting on the bed. There will I settle down right behind You, and with legs wrapped around yours, will I softly pull You back to lean so closely against me. In and within and completely here at rest, once upon tension but now passed and within this Relaxation. I'll slip my strong left hand and fingers under your shirt, up gently past your navel, so that I may snake one finger between the centerline of your bra, and caress your supple breasts, Relaxation, awaits. And with my right hand, will I quietly reach under your pants and underwear, and rub your clit and your labia while holding your bum against my now firm, hard member. I want to feel your body gently pulse, let go of Tension and, tenderly throb, and your quiet moans of pleasure return, within Relaxation thus reaffirmed, with my left hand massaging your breasts and tugging your erect nipples, while with my other hand I stroke your now dripping labia, and rub Your Lady Essence between my stro...

Yuh know, Maria. Been Dreaming About You again as I so often do when focused intently on my Growth. I picture myself sitting down with You on a pleasing Spring day, in the generous shade of a big tree, Spring flowers abound and in full bloom around us. And there do we settle down, after a walk together by the waterfront. Your thoughts and words manifest and are shared, so selective and so carefully chosen, as I sit there with You, listening, partaking of your flow, your thoughts, and your ideas. Touch of a Genius, distinct texture like the horsehair strands of a violin bow. And I let it all soak in gently and softly. That You so freely share your poetic flow with me, as I sit there beside You and Listen. Need not be over-thought or rehearsed, simply the feelings that will manifest in the moment. Welcomed and shared, set free and vibrant and shared as the flowering plants that blossom around us, no matter how subdued or subtle the colour, still so full of Colour and Colouration...

That sound of mammalian claws upon hard walking surfaces. Namely, from household companion animals such as large-footed dogs, guinea pigs, descented skunks, and the like. It's Deh Patter Patter Pitter Patter Pitter Pitter Patter, Dat Ay Ken Nott, Resist. I've been thinking Soh, Soh Much, about getting my hands aoull ouvrr, Yooooo. Your quirks and dimples will be a perfect fit for mai Fingers, and the softness of your Skin will feel especially pleasing against my strong calloused Paws and Fingertips, Rubbie, Rubbie Rub Rub Rub, leave mai Paw Prints Aoull Ouvrr Yooooo, strokes again along your suppleness of form from which follows function and idea that is thought, singular dip of your Navel and the round of your Hips, Guish Squish Sguish Ouvv Youhrr Bum, Filipino Eyes Ahn Lips, Maroon Tango Bliss as I so gently pull You in softly with my Wolfie Paws around your Hips, such, such is the sweet mango fragrance of Spring. Velvetey Smooth in texture, where the words will...

We should seriously co-author a book of Poetry and Prose. I feel that if we were to start sitting down together on a regular basis, we would find ourselves finishing each other's sentences in conversation, sometimes by Voice, and sometimes by Body Language, unspoken message that sometimes speaks volumes above all that is Voiced. And I feel that our back-and-forth Pitter Patter Patter Pitter Patter, will once transcribed and edited, manifest as a profound work of Literature worthy of publication even if only for our own Pleasure.

It all started with uh simple Lickey Lick Lick, upon Demonstration Ouvv Technique. Lyke Diis. Diis. Lyke Diis. Diis. Diis.

Lights Out. Yeah, it's that time of the month. I'll be around, Maria. Let's continue to focus on The Positive, and build From Strength To Strength. We have the rest of our lives ahead of us to manifest and remanifest This Greatness; this Truth will always reign supreme, for with every new day will we be Blessed, a new opportunity to Grow and so profoundly embrace The Righteous Path. Message me anytime. Freely, openly, and without judgement. Your input and perspective are both very important and valued to me, and I will always be Attentive for You. Busy work weekend awaits. Yeah. Maria is an ever-evolving Work Of Art. Her Quirks and Imperfections are what make her so Unique and Desireable. Oh Yes, your Gifts and your Blessings coalesced, arised and manifested from the light of your Singularity. Yeah, Maria is definitely a Work Of Art. You're a much stronger Lady than what Your Inner Voice might convey or reveal. You speak yes, of your relative Fragility;...

It must be a Crime these days to use Facebook with a Non Smart Phone. I should post a new Nude of myself to Facebook, just to see if they'll lock my account again. Lock me up in Facebook Jail. Lock me up in The Hole. They'll lock me away in Facebook Jail. And then You'll need to come Visit Me. Visitation Hours.

I look forward to holding You in my arms. Bum 1 nudged right up there with Bum 2, Rubbie Rub Rub. Your skin against my skin. Your Lady Hands holding my hands. And my coarse palms and fingertips all over You, Spa Treatment for Your Body and for Your Mind. Set at ease, gentle and full release of stress and of tension as my strong hands caress and tend to your tired parts, tension will be released and so too will Your Deepest Thoughts be. Spa Treatment offered for Maria, my Hands and my Attentiveness just for You, as we'll freely share our prose, and cuddle and caress, so too will our Emotions be right at home. I want to Make You Drip, and Make You Wet; that You will know fully that You may share anything with me, your deepest thoughts and ideas, dreams, lusts, and Emotions, and that I will fully present in the moment Listen, and satisfy your deepest unspoken wishes. I want to make You get Wet and Drip, knowing that I will be so deeply attentive to your Thoughts, Emotions, and De...

I cummed profusely last night before bed, Thinking About You a great deal. Because, Maria, Ihs, Really, Really, Really. Hawt. I wanna Hold You Closely, Warmly, Gently, and Cuddle together in the nude. A long, steamy, comforting, mutual embrace. All of your Vulnerabilities will be there for me to hold; your every imperfection and dimple will be mine to savour, taste and taste again, yet again, and nothing will ever be out of place. Maria, My Everything, I want to taste and savour all that is You. I want very deeply to Make You Cum, not just once, but many, many times. Bring You up slowly and gradually, and savour the moment with You. Your Body and Your Emotions are like a Symphony, and to bring them out fully through This Close Physical Intimacy With You, oh yes that makes Suul drip at the mere thought. Dats Thuh Stuff, Mai Maria. And, falling asleep in the nude with You, Maria. A final Good Night for the day now finished. with You in my arms as we'll drift o...

You are this special to me.

Just finished work. On my way home. Wanna share with You, a Something. I have a difficult time to warm up emotionally to most. Takes me a while sometimes, because of some decades-long rewiring and programming. But when the time shall come for Us Together to manifest, I'll place my full Trust in You to handle me with care, and share your deep Empathy with me. I will resist your Advances in the flesh, subtly yet noticeably so. Because I still work on breaking down my old Programming. But Persist Maria, Persist. Make your close Advances upon me, and engage me generously with your Gentle Lady Touch. And thus will I become Disarmed. Your presence will very much bring out my soft and gentle side, the part that feels emotions deeply, but that is repressed by The Non-Civilian Me. For You to engage me so gently and intimately on your own accord, will be for me to relive much of the film The Green Mile. I relate to the dark-skinned main character prisoner, yes, yes I do, very deepl...