Vviv.

I asked myself if it's the mere "idea" of you I have fallen in love with.

You know as well as I do, that You and I are each and both much more than just, "Ideas".

If I was just an Idea, then You would be able to pick up a book about me, read it 100+ times, and then have attained a Mastery Of Me.

But we are each much more than just an Idea. We are dynamic, living and breathing, always changing, a continual evolution of our respective selves.

Ideas don't mature unless a Sequel or Sequels or Derivative Fanart(s) is/are penned.

Ideas don't have minds and wills of their own, for they are merely manifestations of The Creator's Thoughts, to be dispatched and manifested in accordance with His/Her desires and will.

This is why we are each much much more than just Ideas.

Alright.

This is why I so desire so deeply to Be With You In The Flesh.

You're not an Idea, Maria. I can't simply pick up a book and be enlightened to all that is, You. You'll never be something that I'll be able to put back on the shelf or cite as a static source, for that is what Ideas are essentially. Just as I am, You too are a dynamic individual, and our Real Love is about The Dynamic Individuals In Question, Us specifically, and not so much a bunch of Ideas and Hypotheticals.

If I was an Idea, then I would be able to write a 5-volume book about myself, as real and as fabricated as my desires and whims shall dictate, put it on the shelf for You to read and master, and Leave Here Forever. My purpose will have been served.

But this is a life-long bond with You, Maria, not a 20-month seminar referencing These Ideas About Me. Ideas are very much static until stirred to action by The Creator. But we're both Forever Dynamic, and Our Shared Mutual Love is a reflection of that and is driven by that dynamic essence.

I Love You for the living-and-breathing individual that You are, and I do believe that You hold me in a similar regard or light.

Ideas are mere Hypotheticals. We're each and both not simply a collection of Thoughts, for Love in its pure form is much deeper than that.