Forever.

Last weekend I left town for 3 days on the drop of a dime. Made myself scarce, went far far away from here. Hit the road to stay with a highly trusting Friend for 3 days.

Whilst away, I experienced with my said Friend for the first time in my life, Close Emotional / Close Physical Intimacy. She is a nice Lady, a Real Lady, a Real Friend who I trust deeply.

The connection was mutual, and the unadulterated energy ran deep.

It was a Very Special Something, to experience and share My First Time with, this Friend, a wonderful Lady with whom I can share what is on my mind, and not be turned away or denied.

She and I, we, Embraced. For the rest of my days, will I be able to so vividly remember My First Time as, something so pure and clean, unadulterated, real and unfiltered.

Greatest Day Of My Life.

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I've been meditating on Dominating, Taking Over, every day for the past 5-6 years.

You definitely initiated most of our Physical Intimacy and Close Physical Intimacy over the weekend. But as we progressed, I took subtle control of the initiative, and found myself doing what I envisioned myself doing with You. That which has been the focus of my Meditation during the past 5-6 years, manifested as Reality, when we settled down for our, Close Shared Physical Intimacy:

I settled back comfortably, with You, and let You settle in comfortably, with Me. And as You let the tension so smoothly flow away, I lay beside You, and descended, so gently, wrapped myself around You, and so mindfully, Treated You Well, listening and tuning into, your internal rhythm, your internal whispering voice, inner child, inner tension, release.

It was the greatest feeling in the world, to subtly take this initiative after a few quiet nudges (Wink Wink Wink), and Treat You So Well, on my own accord.

It has been a great deal of Emotion to process. But it's sinking in softly, gently, fully. Can't turn my head away, can't hide my face. For the first time in my life, so Fully Present, Emotionally, Physically with, This Special Someone.

Greatest Day Of My Life.