Released.

I've been Fantasizing a great deal during the past few years, and especially during the past few days, about, being Intimate with, an Older, Experienced Lady.

Keeps coming back, no matter what I do, my Dreams and Traumatic Lapses, have evolved into this.

She Manifests in all of my Dreams, a Recurring Presence, Strong, Graceful, Quiet, a Stinging, Soft, Gentle Landing. Touch me, embrace me, squeeze me hold me, bring me, back down, and, whisper quietly into my ear. Makes all of the buried Emotions, seep forth, envelope me, and I can thus feel, Everything. Sensory, Overload. Stinging, soft, gentle landing. Goes quietly into the night, can absorb none of these Feelings, can only, ride the wave, submit to her fully, bring me back down with her Delicate Touch, Stinging, Soft Gentle Landing.

And over the years, I am able to see her and sense her, in ever greater fidelity and clarity.

Can't turn away, can not hide, let her slip into my stream, gates are open, she has the key, embraced in full, gentle, delicate, caring hands, mindful, and I can say nothing, can only, submit, fully.