Bravest Of Them All.

I have, and have always had, this terrible Fear Of Abandonment.

Solitary-ness, for my whole life. Pushed upon me by everyone when I was very young, and perpetuated, because I have always been "The Freak". Strong, Alone.

I search for Romantic Love now. But I am not yet sure how to keep her close without her walking away. Most folks can not understand, that Fierce Loyalty, translates into Love, Closeness.

Or, I should say, fail to understand.

I can survive Warzone and Apocalyptic conditions, but I struggle sometimes with, the ways of Closeness, Love.

I want to learn more about these things, Closeness and Love.

But this is what makes you so beautiful in the eyes of those who have the ability to understand you, Sol.

I am Fiercely Loyal - that is a form of Love. An intense and paramilitaristic form at that.

My work right now, is to translate the idea of Love from my ingrained Non-Civilian perspective, to something that Civilian love interests will find to be approachable.

Takes a certain type of individual, to understand Me. But underneath the surface, there are Untold Riches.

I am, The Bravest Of Them All. More than ready to provide for the right person.

Bravery, Valor. Those are both, strong forms of Love.

♡

The Bravest Of Them All.