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Pony Unicorn. Mermaid Of The Sea. Razor Wind, Cut My Sails. Talons. Clench. Carry. Protect. Deliver. Precious Animal Cargo. Head Of The Snake. Sirin. Alkonost. Upon Raging Waves. Tattered White Flag. Empty Shell. Floating. Drifting. Upon Raging Waves. Tattered White Flag. Impassable. Upon Raging Waves. Alkonost. Voice Of Paradise, Operatic, Paradise. Beautiful, Colorful Feathers. Seventh Day.

Diakon. Bigger Than Your Dog.

....What Will Prove To Be Our Big Mistake? Short-Sighted Arrogance, All For What Sake? Our Families To Ashes, Our Ambitions To Dust. Our Progeny In Silence, Thinking,.. "What About Us?" ###### Bad Religion.

Soft Leather Squish. I Want To Nudge Up Next To Her, Slowly, Gradually, Until My Form, My Body, My Presence, Shall Unite With Hers. We Rest There, Holding Hands, Coalesced. My Form. Against Hers. Melded, Coalesced. Leaning Against Me. Soft Texture, Of Her Skin. Coalesced. One Voice. There Is No Us. Tush One. Right Next To, Tush Two. Nudge, Touch. Rubb. Squish. She Is So Beautiful, Supple, Touchable. Her Breath, Is My Breath. As We Float Together. Wind In My Sails. Next To Her. Warm To The Touch, Sensitive. Receptive. Supple, Vulnerable. I Can Only, Hold Her Close. Calloused Strangler Hands. Gentlest Of Touch, Disarming, Calming. Calming. Calming. One Hand, Upon Her Hip, And. Small Of Her Back, The Curve Of Her Hips. So Powerful. Maiden Of The Ship. And The Other. Delicate Pressure, Textured, Fingertips. Calloused Palm, Upon Her Exposed Uppe...

I often envision myself, as Thees. Hands. Tails. Ears. Paws. Ahn, Whiskers. Thuh Fluffy Cat, Mhee. Thees. ######## Long, Prominent Whiskers. Magnificent, Upright Ears. With Equally Splendid, Tufts Of Fluff. Thuh Fluffy Cat, Mhee. ######## https://www.pinterest.com/pin/460563499368372599/ https://www.flickr.com/photos/blessings_given/3510351794/in/photostream/ https://farm4.staticflickr.com/3550/3510351794_57b4557269_b.jpg

I have, and have always had, this terrible Fear Of Abandonment. Solitary-ness, for my whole life. Pushed upon me by everyone when I was very young, and perpetuated, because I have always been "The Freak". Strong, Alone. I search for Romantic Love now. But I am not yet sure how to keep her close without her walking away. Most folks can not understand, that Fierce Loyalty, translates into Love, Closeness. Or, I should say, fail to understand. I can survive Warzone and Apocalyptic conditions, but I struggle sometimes with, the ways of Closeness, Love. I want to learn more about these things, Closeness and Love. But this is what makes you so beautiful in the eyes of those who have the ability to understand you, Sol. I am Fiercely Loyal - that is a form of Love. An intense and paramilitaristic form at that. My work right now, is to translate the idea of Love from my ingrained Non-Civilian perspective, to something that Civilian love interests will fin...