New York Jizz Department

I currently dig through my backlog of original Erotica as I augment my blog, and I stumbled upon some gems from 2015 that made me Think About You. Swish. Swoosh. Splish. Splash. Sploosh. That is how I envision the experience of You taking my hand once we'll be Together Together, and Claiming Me As Your Very Own. Premeditated about at length on your part, and yet also unscripted and spontaneous in your own singular way. Feral Me taken along and claimed by You My Dearest Maria. This whisp of Something, this Swishy-Swoosh is coming for which I've not yet found the words. You'll tug gently on my wrist and with gaze beckon me to follow in your wake. I'll look into your eyes but I will have no words of my own, neither Word nor Emotion. Only this Swishy-Swoosh Sploosh, this swirl whorly whirl of Emotions that You'll send my way; won't sink-in right away but I will follow quietly in your wake. Let myself be warmed up gently, softly, qu...

Where waves crash, the dawn breaks. Sun rises to the east, and trails upon,...the west. Sheltered from sun's rays, I can cry these tears by myself, forgiven thus for my sins. Wipes away tears underneath forest pines, goes quietly into the night. Inner side reflects deeply within, turns away so quietly weeps, forgiven thus of my sins. Melted away like candle, Life begins again. ######## https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Candle_in_the_dark.JPG https://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/0/01/Candle_in_the_dark.JPG

Today I felt really, really Inadequate. Zhuh, Uh Bunny Bunny Hat Trick for somebody else's cheap amusement. Bunny Bunny Hat Trick. It's not a pleasing feeling to feel or hold. Causes me pain because it is pain. And I feel pain. Pain that I've let others cast upon me, black spell of destruction that I do not want. Bunny Ihn Deh Hat, at the mercy of my handler and his/her whims, that was me today and I did not enjoy it. Retire for the night and sleep it off. Embrace this feeling for the Passing Phase that it is. Sensation will come and go.