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I write first and foremost and above and before all else, for Myself, for my own enjoyment. Those who appreciate what I Write, are all of the ones who are Closest to me. Brings them, ever Closer. And those who are Super Close with me, I compose pieces with them in mind. Of all of the people in my life, I think about and write about You the most, definitely by a long shot. 🙂🙂🙂

With this shared experience called Close Physical Intimacy, I now understand what it means to be Raunchy, Visceral, And Naughty, and Mindful, Loving, Caring, And Gentle, all at the same time. I've been interacting very closely, extensively, and in close quarters with, my teammates, due to the particular space limitations of the restaurant. And it's starting to make sense to me, this swirl of raw Emotions, this idea of Driving My Lady Partner Absolutely Wild, yet at the same time, taking good care of her during our Special Intimate Embrace, and allowing her to feel Safe, Protected, and genuinely Loved, whilst so deeply embraced in my arms. I want to share this thing called Close Physical Intimacy, with You. A deep desire of mine that I hope will manifest someday between us. Not because I'm Thirsty or Looking To Get Laid. But rather because, I think so very highly of You, and want to share that super-vulnerable facet of myself, with You. Maria, She's Thuh Gr...

Heading to bed, Love. I think that You are a genuinely amazing individual. It always feels so good when I reach out to You, to share these candid feelings and thoughts. Tears of joy sometimes manifest on my part, because the Energy and the Feelings run so deeply. I look forward to meeting in the flesh eventually, when the planets shall align just so. That will be a day to remember, a Something Special that I will cherish forever. To grow old with You, all of my Feelings and Desires, lead me to this. Good Night, Dearest Maria. 💗💗💗💗💗💗 When we will meet for the first time in the flesh, guess who's gonna get a big warm long Hug with both arms, followed by Uh Kiss Uhn Deh Cheek, a quiet whisper of Ay Luvv Yooo offered, and a peaceful, inviting, lingering Gaze, thus shared? You. Ay Luvv Yooo. Ay Luvv Yooo. 💋💋💋💋💋 💋💋💋💋💋 And then I'll take your hand, and quietly go on walking down the path as one. It is these little ...

I've been thinking again about, Close Physical Intimacy With, You. Welcome this space into my life on a daily basis, allow this feeling to permeate and soften my thoughts, regardless of the day and my obligations for the day. Save this space for You, because You have earned it, fully, wholly, and completely. Savour all that is The Present when the time shall come, and surrender fully to The Moment as we shall ease so gently into, our Mutual Intimate Embrace. Like a good meal that is never worth rushing or forgetting, let This Embrace With You, linger on my skin, linger on my lips, linger on my tongue and my fingertips, linger in my thoughts, Something Very Special, for a Very Special Lady. Never the same twice, letting it all steep and permeate, unfold at our pace. I will be so deeply honoured, to share This Something Very Special, with You. This Metaphor For Life, This You, Maria, My Very Special Lady.

I really appreciate very much, that our connection has never been Cheapened, Diluted, or Watered Down, and that nothing has been pushed or specifically rushed. This is one of many reasons why I speak of You in my writings as, My Super Special Lady. "My" doesn't imply Ownership. I'm here to Share This Life with You. That we may let go of our Expectations of each other and "what is supposed to be", and share between us, our respective, deepest vulnerabilities and soft spots. Grow together, build together from strength to strength, reveal and share our most intimate and unadorned, undressed selves with each other, and grow old together. This is the life that desire to build, with You.

Maria, Maria. You're such uh Babe. 👄👄👄👄 💋💋💋💋 You're the only one who thinks that way about me. Oh Really? Everybody else believes I am just another weirdo. I'm a Weirdo too. Well, maybe I am. Yes. 😄😄😄 But you are My weirdo. Oh Yes. Always. 😄😄😄 💗

I'm starting to learn how to Love without Condition or Attachment. It's making all of my relationships much healthier, including the deep connection that I share with My Super Special Lady. A difficult skill this is, to learn and master. To Love Another Fully, and at the same time, to never lose touch with the fact that I am a Stand-Alone Unit. Community is important, yes. But I must remember that Love Shared, is a reflection and extension of, Love Within. I have good days, yes. But there are also many days, when I just want to Give Up. I am very heavily emotionally invested in a select few individuals. They who have earned my deepest Trust, and who have also earned Mine. I am grateful for these select few who consciously choose to Reciprocate with me. Loyalty Is Rare, but when it is present and proven, it is Strong. I do not ask for easy answers. And I do not wish for handouts. Haven't asked for Cheap And Easy. I want to earn through action and merit, all tha...

I know what you mean. But I don't know what I mean, if you know what I mean. I know what I mean, unless you know what I mean. Do you know what I mean? Only if, you know what I mean.

These thoughts of being so Physically Intimate with You,...I meditated on these these thoughts last evening, and I Gushed twice. Profusely. I feel empty and rejuvenated today in a very good way, because I let it all pour out yesterday, for You. This Intense Release, that only happens when I think about someone who is Very, Very Special. This Deep Passion, This Strong Desire. I want to surrender myself to You fully. And allow such Intimacy to manifest between us, facilitate it, and allow it to unfold naturally. You Made Me Cum.

I want to find You like that, and sit down right next to You, nudge up right next to You until our smooth Bums shall rub against each other, My Bum, Against Yours. Gently, softly come in closer, savour your delicate musk and aroma, wrap my right arm around your back, under your underarms, and rest my hand on your supple right breast, twist and pull your nipple as it hardens, lengthens, and erects. Rest my other arm on your left knee, slowly meander my way to your nether bits, taking my time to indulge in, every bump and texture, smooth shapely curves of, your inner thigh, with your right nipple now so tender, so firm, so sensitive and erect. Rubs your clit with my left fingers, pinkish red, caress, between the folds of your labia. Your long hair against my neck. As my lips pull so firmly upon, your unattended left nipple. Arms slowly fall down to your sides, as I ease You down onto the bed with my right hand. Your back against the comforter, head propped up on a pillow. W...